Put it to work....

Well... if i were to count things and how they are going. I'd say that 0.5 things out of three are working out OK. Of those 3 I'm sure 2 of them will work out for the best, and well... that's a pretty good score. Right?

The car... well, the new car is already in the house, but we still have to work some details. My dad has a really "good" imagination, but he usually put it to work in the wrong direction. He's always picturing the worst scenario, and well, to the tell you truth, it's not very reassuring when you just bought a car. So... am really hoping he is wrong and things will work out for the best. Neh. I am sure things will work out. They always do.

The job... pffffft.... I don't think it's going to happen. To much little uncertainties and stuff that are starting to feel "not right". Anyways, let's see what happens. I've decided to stop putting that much energy into that matter and start concentrating in other things. If the job thingy works out then GREAT!, if it doesn't I am sure i'll be able to get another job somewhere else.

(just to clear things out. One of the two opportunities in the beer factory didn't work, the job was already taken and they are offering me another one but it's not as good as the last one... and quite frankly I don't want to work 3o hours a week, give up freedom and probably do worse in school for I job i dont like. The second opportunity... well, I haven't been able to contact the guy)

And the third... Mariel. hmmmm... That's going better... I'm starting to feel better about the whole deal. Yes... yes... I know, am sorry to keep bringing this up. But it's just that I have good days and bad ones. I miss her a lot. I miss her vibes, her energy and her cuteness, but I'm starting to believe this is all for the best. So yeah... am moving.


... so there you go guys! I'll keep working to make that 0.5 a 2 or even a 3!!!!! ^-^


... sigh... I just remember. Mariel told me that she is gonna cold me this week to arrange a meeting on Saturday. I dont know how i feel about that anymore. If she doesnt call, well... that's it. I'll be sad and all but I'd finally will let her go (so am kinda wishing she doesn't call), but i know that if she doesn't... well... i'll be really REALLY sad.