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Friday, January 06, 2006

Sleepy head...

For the first time in something like 7 months I've had to wake up early this last couple of days... and let me tell you guys, I think I am not quite ready to this life. I discovered that not only I am not a morning person, but also when sleepy, my top and only priority is to sleep. For a few minutes in those painful mornings all i can think of is sleep. I picture myself sleeping at school, in the car, getting back to bed, going to bed as soon as I get home... my whole life is, for some instants in my head, an ode to sleep.

This is actually frightening because I am looking forward to find a job next semester... what will add up around 30 hours of work per week to the time I have to spent as a full time student who is taking 7 classes (the normal course load is only 6), but I really want to get that job so I can get some first hand experience in the field i want to specialize in and also to get some extra money.

Another big problem of getting a job is that I will be saying "good bye" to the posibility of traveling this summer (the project that am interested in is suppose to last a whole year) and also having a job will complicate matters when Mel and Cam come to Mexico...

... such a dilema

My brother had a point though. I need to start planning ahead now, I have only one more year of school, and I need to plan my life in advance.

pfffffffffft.... i hate growing up.

1 Comments:

  • At 8:35 AM, Blogger Shadow Walker said…

    I know!! getting to that point of choosing what you'll do in your life totally sucks!
    Wish I could be back in high school... such easy times back then.

     

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