... L o t s e ...

Well, with this girl I really don't know where to start. You'll probably need a short explanation about who she is, so here it goes.

Lotse is an e-friend of mine. She is a 19 years old girl from Valencia, España. Her real name is Lorena and that is pretty much all I know about her. Well, at least the important facts, I know about of useful things that you usually learn from e-friends. Things too stupid or too personal to write about.

Anyways... I meet her like three years ago in a chatroom, and the first thing she said to me was "Would you like to buy some agoraphobic puppies". That is how we start talking, I really found her very interesting and funny, so we keep e-mailing each other and having scarce MSN talks.

After a couple of e-mails and msn chats she disappeared. And then she reappeared explaining that she had just gone thru some "shitty moments" (she explain me all that shit... and well, they were shitty indeed). We started talking again... this time we exchanged pics and took our chats to deeper levels. We even got to the stage were we used to share our problems, and we began to think about one and other as friends. I saw her as a friend.

Then, after a couple of months... she disappeared again O.o

This time she was really gone for a long time... like for one year and a half. I even got worried about her... 'coz she was going thru some difficult moments... and I really thought that she might have done something stupid. Like eating a whole bag of fat or even worse!!! commit suicide!

Time passed by and I began to forget about her... until last tuesday when I met her again in MSN... out of the blue!!!

She told me that this time her CPU had collapsed and it took her a while until she got a new one. That she had dropped out of college (she was studying Arts) and she was taking the year off.

We have had a couple of nice chats since last Tuesday... and I tell you.. is sooooo very refreshing to have a friend such as her!!! I mean, we stop talking for almost two years, and when we finally met things are cool and relaxed.

I think that I can really count her as a friend... and also I really think I know her very well. She might disappear for two more years... and heck! Now i know that life will be able to get us back together sooner or later.

Lotse... Lorena...

She is another aspect of my life that is worth telling you... ^-^