A word that starts with an "S" and ends in "UCKS"

This sucks... these past few day have sucked in general, boring, conflict full days... days in which not even 8 hours of anime, the broad band, and Mariel's arrival seem to get me into a better mood.

Don't get me wrong, good things had happened, in fact lately I have been having very strange, write worth dreams... but everything seems to be shadowed by bad times.

I guess everything will be OK in the end... that is how things work.

Maybe someday I'll laugh at all of this... or maybe someday I'll remember these days as the breaking point in my life... hehehehe.. who knows?