And the story goes on...
After a couple of boring days and strange mixed up feeling I finnally got the chance to clear my mind and focus on school. Yeah, school would help me. Or at least I thought that.
School is a hideos bitch ready to slap in the face and destroy what little life you have left. It is true... the first day of classes you see the faces full with excitment, with happiness and expectation. Days goes by. Homeworks are scheduled. And the smiles starts to fade little by little. Maybe that is not always the case... but believe when you have to take classes from 7pm to 10pm suddenly smiling seems pointless.
But this is how it is... damn... this semester is going to be really tiresome, and I've already had to drop my photo class. I had no time to take the pictures properly, and the whole class looses its purspose when you can't dedicate the time it deserves. I mean, I wont spent 70 pesos per film to take crappy pictures, and besides, photo IV is like a really BIG deal. The students of this class are suppose to show off, to say "look world, this is what a student of level IV can do", and I couldn't really do a really big project. So.
So I withdrew. Shit happens... maybe next semester I'll keep it up. I was near to tears when I spoke with Mayra (the teacher) and explained to her that I wasn't able to keep it up. Escuela estupida!
I also want to continue with French classes... and I will, but maybe next semester... classes have already begun this semester and I would start classes with a whole week of abscesnces. What I want to do is study on my own and start next semester from lever 3 o maybe 4 if lucky. I remember a time when I was able to have a conversation in french... now I've forgotten most of it.
I want... I want... hell... I wish I wont spent my life saying "I want"... hehehehe... I've to start getting things done.
Anyway....
Alfa, aka Erick, stayed in my house for a couple of weeks and it was really fun. It was like a two-week long anime fest, and when he left the house felt more silent and calm (I dunno if that is good or bad hehehehe).
Things with Mariel are great... really great ^-^ We have alredy being together for four months and we haven't get down from the clouds... and I really hope things keep going that way.
Well that is pretty much it... there are a couple of things I wanna write about... but i'll do it in a different post.
TAKE CARE!!!
School is a hideos bitch ready to slap in the face and destroy what little life you have left. It is true... the first day of classes you see the faces full with excitment, with happiness and expectation. Days goes by. Homeworks are scheduled. And the smiles starts to fade little by little. Maybe that is not always the case... but believe when you have to take classes from 7pm to 10pm suddenly smiling seems pointless.
But this is how it is... damn... this semester is going to be really tiresome, and I've already had to drop my photo class. I had no time to take the pictures properly, and the whole class looses its purspose when you can't dedicate the time it deserves. I mean, I wont spent 70 pesos per film to take crappy pictures, and besides, photo IV is like a really BIG deal. The students of this class are suppose to show off, to say "look world, this is what a student of level IV can do", and I couldn't really do a really big project. So.
So I withdrew. Shit happens... maybe next semester I'll keep it up. I was near to tears when I spoke with Mayra (the teacher) and explained to her that I wasn't able to keep it up. Escuela estupida!
I also want to continue with French classes... and I will, but maybe next semester... classes have already begun this semester and I would start classes with a whole week of abscesnces. What I want to do is study on my own and start next semester from lever 3 o maybe 4 if lucky. I remember a time when I was able to have a conversation in french... now I've forgotten most of it.
I want... I want... hell... I wish I wont spent my life saying "I want"... hehehehe... I've to start getting things done.
Anyway....
Alfa, aka Erick, stayed in my house for a couple of weeks and it was really fun. It was like a two-week long anime fest, and when he left the house felt more silent and calm (I dunno if that is good or bad hehehehe).
Things with Mariel are great... really great ^-^ We have alredy being together for four months and we haven't get down from the clouds... and I really hope things keep going that way.
Well that is pretty much it... there are a couple of things I wanna write about... but i'll do it in a different post.
TAKE CARE!!!
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