ashamed??? does that word even exists???

…….. hehehehe…. Now explaining the title… hehehehe

My brother and I came to the conclusion that we have no shame whatsoever, we don’t care about what strangers think about us and we specially don’t care about what Bubblebrain thinks about us.

I hit my head today with a table in my comic class very hard (I couldn’t remember a name of a deity so I found that a very appropriate move)… everyone looked at me amazed, Mariel looked at me worried… and I just said “it really didn’t hurt” and start working again. I really miss my friends in this kind of situations, they have got use to that, so they don’t look at me weird every time I bang my head. I mean… it is my head… I can do with it anything I want….

……………… to less stupid issues………

I was having this nice walk with my brother, he is actually nice when he is not centered in making my life miserable or giving his best shot to make fun of me… anyway, we were walking and talking about life and cookies.

The cookies subject never really took place, so I am not going to try to make something up, but I just didn’t want to write such a boring cliché as “talking about life”. Anyway…

When I was talking to him he said: “why don’t you stop fooling around and just ask Mariel to be your girl… I mean, it is obvious that she likes you and you also like her…” To such strong and true words I just managed to say something like this: “argh!!! I know, but it is just to difficult, I’ve never done this before!!!” To which he reply, “well, you don’t have to ask her… just kiss her”. At this point I don’t know if my blood was in my blushing red face or in my boner… but that really struck me. “Just kiss her…”

It is so true… a kiss… a wonderful, tender, shy, first kiss ^_^…. ARGH!!!! This when my nerd kicked in and started making some excuses and adding “buts”… I hate buts, I hate my nerd, I hate having a rational brain and I hate Bubblebrain.

Bubblebrain is the nickname for one of my friends… (that will make a post some day).

C'ya guys... take care...

(tomorrow is my second DATE with Mariel.. wish me luck)