I'm not sorry...
Today something weird happened... I was very, VERY happy… as a matter of fact I think I am still in that “happy” mood. The strange thing is not that I was happy though, what surprised me was that suddenly I felt like running… and I ran. I am not very fond with sports so that is why I find this very strange… I ran up and down in my college. I ran until I couldn’t do it any more.. and I have to tell you guys, it felt great.
There is not a particularly good reason for me to be happy… yesterday I went to Pancho’s house to pay him a visit after my dentist appointment, and he gave me my b-day present ^_^, a Morrissey’s CD called “You are the Quarry” and I was able to get my tripod back from Ireri… it was the first time I saw her in a month… hehehe… and I felt fine just to be able to say goodbye to her.. I mean, it is not that I hadn’t done it before, but yesterday when Pancho and I walked her to her house and we say “bye” I just turn my back and started heading back.. I felt free… finally, with a whole future ahead of me. I believe that yesterday was the real “farewell” and that is how I have always picture a farewell: simple, casual and comfortable… no tears, no crying and no sadness.
Now that I think about it… I do have a good reason to feel happy (that’s why I love to write in this blog… hehehe.. it helps me realize what I am feeling).
Anyway… the title of this post.. I feel like I have to try to explain it…. Yesterday I was having a conversation with Mariel (sadly a short one… ) and I said to her that I am not really happy about the career that I am in… that maybe I made a mistake when I choose my major… but while I was saying this I thought… “wait a minute… if I hadn’t chose this major I also wouldn’t have had the opportunity to get to know Mariel… so… ehem… I am not sorry”.
And then she said smiling to me: “maybe after you finish this you could study something you really like” And first I tried to argue with that and she just said “well.. you could”.. and I said “yes… you are right”… hehehe… simple… there is no point to become a winning bitch, so I smiled back at her…
I could make a full description of this short chat with her… but I’ll keep it to myself =P
Good bye guys!!!

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