205

My post #205... Really, this thing has gotten really far. Who would have guessed that what started as a way to vent my sadness when i broke up with Ireri will end up being a part of my life? A way of keeping life stored in writing.

I have so much to talk about... but the feeling is overwhelming, and I have to confess that one of the reasons I stopped writing was because a lot of people that I wanted to write about used to read this blog.

The last couple of days have been weird... lots of good stuff going on in my life. A nice work, a nice girl... but dunno, I am wondering way too much in my mind lately... just thinking nonsense. Being haunted by a strangeness. Is this a way of sabotage? A fucked up way of keeping myself from being truly happy?

... sigh. I dont know. I guess i just have to dive some more into myself and find the answers. I hate doing that kinda journey. Sometimes being inside of myself is very scary.

... HERSHEY's. A great opportunity in my life. I'm in charge of the Cycle Counting, a part of the department of logistics in charge of the finished good (A.K.A candy). It's a good job, challenging, and great in the way that my brain is starting to think like it have never done before. I never thought of the HUGE difference between solving a school problem and solving REAL problems. The good thing about this job is that it's a great opportunity to build a career in an international organization such as hershey's. The bad is that sometimes i feel that my boss is asking way to much of me... am already doing the work of two people, and I'm doing that just part time.


MELINA. Nice. Great. Happy. Smiling. ^-^ This last couple of weeks have been great. Truly great. I have to admit it's still strange to date a "Melina"... i mean, she is my friend!!! hehehehehe... Weird.. but nice. I can't wait to see where this new adventure takes me. I hope somewhere nice.

Cheers people...