Life is unfair... so kill yourself or get over it
This was a gruesome kick in the balls... life and fate finally got their chance to laugh at me and avenge all that I have done to them. Yesterday was one of the most tiresome days of my life.
I had to read a 404 page book (Goldratt's "The Goal") in one day. I started reading it around 10:00 am, and according to my calculation it was supposed to take me approx eleven hours to finish it, so adding the hours I had to spent in my classes I thought I was going to finish around 1:00 am. Luckily and burning my eyes out I was able to do it by 9:30 pm... and, after a short 15 minutes break to rest my eyes, I started doing the report on the book. I started tossing some ideas and after an hour or so, I had in my hands a decent report, so after a few add-ins and correction I completed the whole thing around 11:00... WOW! I was so happy and surprised by the fact that I did not only finish reading before the time that I'd had in mind, but I was also able to write the report. Revitalized by this accomplishment I decided to continue doing the rest of homework, and about 1:00 am I was ready to sleep and rest... an earned rest.
But nooooo!!! by that time the sleepiness was complete gone... so I stayed up for minimum another hour rolling in my bed and imaging things (one good thing came out of all this... I've came out with a new plot for another short story of mine)... According to my calculations I felt sleep around 2:00 am and I had to wake up at 5:15 to arrived early to my school and be able to print the report.
Today, with a smile on my face I approached the teacher to hand him the report...
^-^
My teacher suddenly decided to change the due date to NEXT TUESDAY!!! Of course all of the rest of my classmates whom didn't do it were happy... I was furious... I burnt my eyes out... I read for 7 hours in a road... the did homework for another couple of hours... just FOR THAT!?
O_O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life is just a malicious bicth...
And please... don't tell me "hey! you got the reward of doing the right thing!"... or that kind of bullshit... please save it... in a fucked up world like this there is no reward for the just, the responsible, and the brave. In a fucked up world like this bunnies got killed for being funny, children got raped, people die for money, ugly people are allowed to have kids and THE DAMM TEACHERS DO NOT RESPECT THEIR OWN DUE DATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
C'ya and please.... never make the same mistake than me. The lesson is not: "do not leave things for last..." no no no... the real lesson is: "life is unfair... so kill yourself or get over it"

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