I'll sit in the garden...
... put some honey in my eyes and wait for some ants to come and eat them!!!!
ARGHH!!! Yesterday... well, i was seeing this really good movie (very very dramatic, almost like a greek tradegy... everybody dies in the end) and while I was seeing it I left my MSN open so I could hear when someone send me something, and when I heard a message I would run to the computer and see who sent me what (the thing is that I was hoping to meet someone in the net), anyway, I heard a uncomming message and I run to the computer to check it out, when I got there I saw this person online and I got really excited so I went upstairs to tell my bro to continue seeing the movie without me (you follow?) and when I got back to the computer this person was already OFFLINE!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!! I really wanted to chat with this person... !!!!
(Notice how I haven't said who!? hehehehe.... I'll never tell you her name... oppps o_O )
Yesteday I had I good day ^_^ I had my first Photo class and apparently it's going to be great! Also Ireri called me, am not really happy 'coz of that, am happy ´coz for the first time it didn't affect me at all... i felt totally in control of my feelings and my words, and for the first time I was even able to be mature and tough enough with her to stop this emotional swirl in which she had trapped. I didn't play this game called "i'll eat you bullshit if you eat mine"... I was sincere and honest with her, and I think that is the first step for me to really get over her and even forgive her so that we could form this "so-called friendship" that I've talked you about before.
I think that the fact that I met someone else helps me a lot, not I am not always thinking about Ireri and now I beginning to think more and more about this girl that I met... ^_^ It is not like I want her to be girlfriend or something, it is just too soon, but having a girl to think about and fell a fuzzy warm feeling inside is just GREAT it had been a while since I felt this way...
Let's smile in the name of hope... and who knows, maybe love.
PS: i don't want to get all excited about this girl, so, what the hell can I do to remain centered and calmed, I don't want to get hurt this fast again.. so maybe I should remain distant for a while, what do you think???
ARGHH!!! Yesterday... well, i was seeing this really good movie (very very dramatic, almost like a greek tradegy... everybody dies in the end) and while I was seeing it I left my MSN open so I could hear when someone send me something, and when I heard a message I would run to the computer and see who sent me what (the thing is that I was hoping to meet someone in the net), anyway, I heard a uncomming message and I run to the computer to check it out, when I got there I saw this person online and I got really excited so I went upstairs to tell my bro to continue seeing the movie without me (you follow?) and when I got back to the computer this person was already OFFLINE!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!! I really wanted to chat with this person... !!!!
(Notice how I haven't said who!? hehehehe.... I'll never tell you her name... oppps o_O )
Yesteday I had I good day ^_^ I had my first Photo class and apparently it's going to be great! Also Ireri called me, am not really happy 'coz of that, am happy ´coz for the first time it didn't affect me at all... i felt totally in control of my feelings and my words, and for the first time I was even able to be mature and tough enough with her to stop this emotional swirl in which she had trapped. I didn't play this game called "i'll eat you bullshit if you eat mine"... I was sincere and honest with her, and I think that is the first step for me to really get over her and even forgive her so that we could form this "so-called friendship" that I've talked you about before.
I think that the fact that I met someone else helps me a lot, not I am not always thinking about Ireri and now I beginning to think more and more about this girl that I met... ^_^ It is not like I want her to be girlfriend or something, it is just too soon, but having a girl to think about and fell a fuzzy warm feeling inside is just GREAT it had been a while since I felt this way...
Let's smile in the name of hope... and who knows, maybe love.
PS: i don't want to get all excited about this girl, so, what the hell can I do to remain centered and calmed, I don't want to get hurt this fast again.. so maybe I should remain distant for a while, what do you think???
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