"If you wanna give God a good laugh...
... tell him about your plans" ¬_¬
For the last three days I've trying to finish up a script that I have in mind, and I really dares to think that it was a piece of cake and I would finish it in one afternoon... HA! ...
Now I know why scripts can be sold very well... it's not easy at all to write a good script (not that I am pretentious enough to think that am good)... so I hope I'll be able to finish it up tonight.
This week has been a very strange week... lots of new things hava happened to me... like I said, I saw "The Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless mind" and it helped me a lot to see things differently in my life right now... it still hurts some times, specially when my %$&ing mind play me jokes! Last night I dreamt that Ireri and I were together... it was not a special "get together dream"; it was just a dream in which Ireri was still my girl like if nothing happened. Anyway, the dream wasn't special at all it was just very normal and I think that was what make it harder for me `coz when I woke up and openned my eyes I just thought: "OH FUCK! THAT'S RIGHT" and I remembered.
Besides that crazy dream I've been doing lots of things that I never think of doing before, like writting in a more professional way, doing small works for everyone and the strangest thing above all is that I got hacked by this asshole that apparently was hired by this girl that got pregnant... BY ME! hehehehe I don't really know what's going on, but apparently there is a girl somewhere that thinks that I the dad of her upcoming child (which is impossible because I haven't met her and also because for the last 2 1/2 years I had a girlfriend!!!!) ... anyway... that was very annoying 'coz I had to change my password and everything.. I LOVED that password.
Ireri is in USA right now which is good for me 'coz I don't have to torture myself whether I should call her or not and that kind of pathetic things... I had a chat with Pancho, my friend, and he told me "to stop fooling around, she wont get back to you, and even if she does, it wont be any good for you to take her back right now!"... I think he is right. She is gone for good, she is with some other guy... she broke my heart and all... so, there's no point for me in dwelling in the past... so girls!!!! here I come... (or not ¬_¬ .. am shy as hell to hook up with girls)...
So everything in my life is good right now.. except for that darn hacker and for that awfuly painful dream.
C'ya guys later... take care
PS: by the way... check this http://www.geocities.com/artax_info/main.html
it is cool group called ARTAX!!! YAY! ^_^
For the last three days I've trying to finish up a script that I have in mind, and I really dares to think that it was a piece of cake and I would finish it in one afternoon... HA! ...
Now I know why scripts can be sold very well... it's not easy at all to write a good script (not that I am pretentious enough to think that am good)... so I hope I'll be able to finish it up tonight.
This week has been a very strange week... lots of new things hava happened to me... like I said, I saw "The Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless mind" and it helped me a lot to see things differently in my life right now... it still hurts some times, specially when my %$&ing mind play me jokes! Last night I dreamt that Ireri and I were together... it was not a special "get together dream"; it was just a dream in which Ireri was still my girl like if nothing happened. Anyway, the dream wasn't special at all it was just very normal and I think that was what make it harder for me `coz when I woke up and openned my eyes I just thought: "OH FUCK! THAT'S RIGHT" and I remembered.
Besides that crazy dream I've been doing lots of things that I never think of doing before, like writting in a more professional way, doing small works for everyone and the strangest thing above all is that I got hacked by this asshole that apparently was hired by this girl that got pregnant... BY ME! hehehehe I don't really know what's going on, but apparently there is a girl somewhere that thinks that I the dad of her upcoming child (which is impossible because I haven't met her and also because for the last 2 1/2 years I had a girlfriend!!!!) ... anyway... that was very annoying 'coz I had to change my password and everything.. I LOVED that password.
Ireri is in USA right now which is good for me 'coz I don't have to torture myself whether I should call her or not and that kind of pathetic things... I had a chat with Pancho, my friend, and he told me "to stop fooling around, she wont get back to you, and even if she does, it wont be any good for you to take her back right now!"... I think he is right. She is gone for good, she is with some other guy... she broke my heart and all... so, there's no point for me in dwelling in the past... so girls!!!! here I come... (or not ¬_¬ .. am shy as hell to hook up with girls)...
So everything in my life is good right now.. except for that darn hacker and for that awfuly painful dream.
C'ya guys later... take care
PS: by the way... check this http://www.geocities.com/artax_info/main.html
it is cool group called ARTAX!!! YAY! ^_^
1 Comments:
At 10:12 PM,
Unknown said…
I am happy because you can be in a good mood again. After all I think that you could lick your wounds and put the pieces of your heart together. Embrace the another thinks that you have in life. Don't thrown away living because an old love. Well anyways I want add in this post a little poem that I wrote sometime ago. I want know more about your works. For a while I want to share my poem/thought with you.
I can't stay with you.
I wish I could stay by your side.
I think that I don't belong to this place anymore.
I don't have the words to tell you goodbye.
My heart is in darkness.
I was happy when I was with you.
Even when you said that you wanted to be only my friend.
You were my friend.
I believe in you and think in the moments that we had.
Because there was a time when I loved you.
I want to be with you.
You made me feel so well.
I think that I will never be able to forget you.
Because part of me is with you
But I can't stand anymore by your side.
You are beyond my reach.
I want to tell you goodbye.
But even now I can't.
When I met you, you took a part of my heart with you.
You were like the rain in the desert.
You brought the light to my heart.
You were the happiness in my life.
But even I can't reach you now.
I can't stay with you.
But in my heart you will always be the one.
The only one I can love.
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