... what to do?

... feel the same

and empty

feel the tears running down my cheeks... it's being so long since I cried this kinda tears

last time I cried because of love... in the name of forgiviness

... now i cry out of shame... surrounded by shame and this weird feeling.

... what to do?

.. what to feel?

... where to go?

... what's the point?

of getting back there and face it all.


Again
again
and again

until this life drains me out... finally.

'till it gets what it wants...


this smile of mine... that its hard to keep sometimes... but i smile in the sake of happinness... mine and the rest.

is that character? wishful thinking?

... can a smile change things?


... maybe not


FUCK IT ALL...

... i dont feel like smiling anymore