205

My post #205... Really, this thing has gotten really far. Who would have guessed that what started as a way to vent my sadness when i broke up with Ireri will end up being a part of my life? A way of keeping life stored in writing.

I have so much to talk about... but the feeling is overwhelming, and I have to confess that one of the reasons I stopped writing was because a lot of people that I wanted to write about used to read this blog.

The last couple of days have been weird... lots of good stuff going on in my life. A nice work, a nice girl... but dunno, I am wondering way too much in my mind lately... just thinking nonsense. Being haunted by a strangeness. Is this a way of sabotage? A fucked up way of keeping myself from being truly happy?

... sigh. I dont know. I guess i just have to dive some more into myself and find the answers. I hate doing that kinda journey. Sometimes being inside of myself is very scary.

... HERSHEY's. A great opportunity in my life. I'm in charge of the Cycle Counting, a part of the department of logistics in charge of the finished good (A.K.A candy). It's a good job, challenging, and great in the way that my brain is starting to think like it have never done before. I never thought of the HUGE difference between solving a school problem and solving REAL problems. The good thing about this job is that it's a great opportunity to build a career in an international organization such as hershey's. The bad is that sometimes i feel that my boss is asking way to much of me... am already doing the work of two people, and I'm doing that just part time.


MELINA. Nice. Great. Happy. Smiling. ^-^ This last couple of weeks have been great. Truly great. I have to admit it's still strange to date a "Melina"... i mean, she is my friend!!! hehehehehe... Weird.. but nice. I can't wait to see where this new adventure takes me. I hope somewhere nice.

Cheers people...

Neglecting bastard...

Really... i was reading my blog last night.. just random posts and it made me remember a lot of good moments in my life... good times that otherwise i could have forgotten completly. So yeah. I want to get back to write regularly in this thing.

Sigh.. i just have to find the time.

News? well.. yeah... Melina ^-^... my muse and mermaid... well... Am dating her now.

Good times =)

Work? I am working at Hershey's... great job! great opportunity!

I will dwell more on these topics later. Maybe this weekend.



My life is going great so far... in fact it scares me! ehehehe, too good to be true...

My life so far...

Well, i have neglected my blog long enough, and I miss writing almost everyday. It's been so long since the last time i sat down and let it all out while writing. What has happened so far?

Things with Mariel are done... and honestly i think they were over a long time ago, but I was trying too hard to make things work... if you ask me, i'll probably say that things were crappy since I was in Canada. I just refused to let go that easily. Was I doing it because of Mariel?... hmmm, no I don’t think so. I think I got to a point when I wanted the relationship to work because I thought that was the correct thing to do, not really because it was the best for me.

How am i feeling about it? Well... it always sucks to fail in a relationship, but I am feeling calm and even happy. Starting to believe that it was for the best, and now that my head is clear and I'm able to see things from a different perspective i think better times are coming. Much better ^-^

Work-wise... well I am starting to look for a job. I put all that on hold for a while, and today I had an interview at Hershey's. A promising job and I really liked the girl that interviewed me. She was nice and frankly I think I impressed her. She asked me if I could speak in English, and then asked me to describe my family and my plans for the future in English. I did. You should have seen her face!!! she was smiling and said she was quite impress with my correct grammar and fluency. I made it to the next round ^-^ I have yet another interview with the guy that would be my direct boss on Monday.

The only bad thing about working there is that is too far away, and I'll be spending a lot of money on gas... actually almost my entire pay check. Well... I guess I'll be doing it for the experience then ^-^

Last week... Puerto Vallarta with the guys from Canada. GREAT GREAT time. ^-^ This deserves and entire post on its own, so I guess I'll do it later. But really, so relaxing and fun. I'm really going to miss you guys =(

School? ... bad bad bad... hehehehe, as a direct consequence of going an entire week to Puerto Vallarta my grades will go down dramatically. Pffffft... who cares? I had fun.

Life... hmmmm.. i haven’t seen my friend Pancho in a long time. I kinda miss him.

The future... interesting ^-^


Really looking forward for this Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'll comment more about Saturday later on... maybe. Or maybe I'll just keep it to myself.