this is what it's all about...

Most of you know that am working in a summer camp and bla bla bla... but just a few moments ago I remember something that happened that really got me thinking.

This girl Lupita from my group is a very special young lady. She is 13 years old and already acting like someone my age. I really believe she is "depressive" or something, but it's simply not right that a girl that young act so maturely and even more strange, is so full of pretensions... she is desperate to impress me, talking all day long about music, books, parties and "cool" things... I dunno... but I remember that when I was 13 years old the world was simpler and easier, and this girl is already too concern about everything.

Anyway, this girl really respects my opinions and points of view, and just the other day, without even knowing it, I think I really make her feel bad.

In computer class at the camp she called me to her computer 'coz she wanted to show me something. When I got there she started talking about a group that she really loves (i think it's called Aurum or something), and in fact she talks about that group a lot... and she started showing me some pictures and everything, but as soon as she played a song of them I realized that they were kinda "punk"... so

... so I lost interest right away. I dislike punk. And what I did next... well, I meant no harm. But I just said "BARGH! PUNK! I hate punk!" and I walked away...


... Next morning she didn't show up for summer camp O.o


I SWEAR I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE RUDE!!!... I just... walked away, and at the moment I thought there was nothing wrong with that...