... love

"Things need not have happened to be true.
Tales and dreams are the shadow truths that will endure
when mere facts are dust and ashes, and forgot."


Love is a complicated thing.. so hard to avoid it, to complex to fully understand how to work around it, love is probably one of the few things in this world that can be the best thing that can ever happen so someone or the worst... two sides of the same coin.

Today i heard that a couple of friends of mine are in an akward situation.. both of them looked sad and confused. Rafa and Marlene... a good friendship that somehow turn into love.

Sadly... R is not in a point in his life where he can commit to the relationship (or so people say) and M wont continue with the fooling around.

... damn love... sometimes things are best to leave untouched.. platonic... as a beutiful perhaps.

I feel in the mood...

.. of taking a long walk down the street. Get myself lost in the forest, like that one time. Walk aimlessly with nothing better to do that listening to a new CD.

I honestly miss alll those good times... when life was so much simplier.. before I got it all complicated... people say that the price of getting what you wish for is getting what you once wanted. I wanted a job, I wish I could be more independent, to expand my economic posibilities; however, little I knew that I was in a path that has taken most of the things I used to enjoy in life. Now i have a job there is a bunch of things i wish i could do and dont because a day only has 24 hours:
+Writting.
+Updating this blog.
+Reading.
+Walking.
+Sleeping.
+Hanging out with my friends.
+Slacking.
+Going to concerts.
+Getting drunk.
+Buying music.
+Wishing i had money to buy music.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!

Now that i have the money to buy shit loads of CD's... I DONT!!

WHAT's THE POINT!!!

...


argh -_-