Uncertainty...

Well.... where to begin.

The weekend pretty much sucked because Mariel was very sick and she couldn't leave the house nor see me (she didn't want to pass it over to me), so I spent most of the time just doing nothing.

Friday I went out with my friends and I had quite a good time though. Although I gotta say that it's almost strange how things work out for me in this "group of friends". I was sitting right in the middle of the table, and to my left I had a bunch of guys talking about women, dating, drinking and whatnot, and to my right I had a totally different environment, where they were discussing more "transcendental" topics. I felt, for a minute, trapped in-between two worlds. I am not complaining, in fact I find it very amusing, but I think it's very funny to have such a heterogeneous group of friends. From a friend that is a "seminarista" (he's gonna be a priest), passing through the ragging crazy girl to the indecent homosexual.

Saturday was one of the most boring days of my life. I couldn’t even spent the day reading ‘coz it’s impossible for me to read “The Unbearable Lightness of Being” of Milan Kundera without stopping every two pages or so to think about what I just read (damn book, it’s so freaking cool that if I read it at night I can’t go to bed because of the thoughts that it brings forward).

And finally Sunday. I did have the chance to see Mariel in the afternoon, but we couldn’t kiss!!! We could barely sit next to each other!!! IT’S SO FREAKING HARD not to be able to kiss your girl when you have a few inches away. Anyway, it was a cool day after all, and the “whole not kissing” it’s really cool once you get used to it ‘coz it makes explore new things, and remember old feelings. Like when we just met and I wanted so hard to kiss her but couldn’t… well, it was almost the same. Almost.

Monday… well I had a bunch of things to do. But what is really worth telling is the fact that the guy that was supposed to be in charge of my group of my “Servicio Social” (by the way, I’ll be going to Oaxaca for two weeks) is really sick and nobody have heard anything from him!!! So right now I really don’t know what am going to do, or better said, what’s going to happen to me.

So keep your finger crossed guys and girls!!!

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PD: In case you are reading this “Siren Girl”: TELL ME ALREADY!