~ Sueños y Susurros ~ victor padilla

Friday, September 10, 2004

one of those days...

I am having one of those days... I couldn'y get any sleep because of that dammable cat (to learn more click here), which sucks because today I had an early class (Cost Management at 7:00 am). When I woke up I had to spent some time in the bathroom because I woke up feeling quite sick (a very bad day starter... ¬_¬) Then I got to my class, boring as always.

After that I decide to go over the CITE to spent some time so I can later see Mariel. When I got to the CITE my brother was with Jess seeing some things in his computer (like always, not working... that lucky bastard), for my surprise my brother was wearing the exact same thing than I!!! Blue jeans, black shirt and a cakhi t-shirt on top... talking about another day screwer!!! to be wearing the exact same thing as my brother... argh!

The third day waster was my bro's attitude. I hate it when he is in his "look at me, I am making fun of my brother" mood ¬_¬... I mean, I can handle some jokes and "carrilla", but what really makes me angry is that my brother always uses the "lets get other people laughing with my jokes" technique, which makes it really hard for me to handle, because... well, for those who don't know me, I am quite an explosive person... and one of the things that makes my blood boil and pour from my ears is when two or more people unite to make fun of only one person (not only fun fun... but those kind of harsh hurting jokes).

I don't know if my brother's attitude was real or just was an interpretation of my crappy mood... argh! And what made everything worse was that later I asked my brother if I could use his Computer for a couple of minutes to make a quick research in the net... he refused!!! He wasn't doing anything... he was only wasting time... but still.. OH NO! IT IS MY COMPUTER!!!... DO NOT USE IT!!! DO NOT SIT IN MY CHAIR!!!!!!! MINE MINE MINE!!!!! Man, sometimes he behaves like a five year old. He'd rather stand up to write down the password of another computer than letting me use his (the time that took us arguing was larger than the time that I would have spent in his computer).

Brothers are brothers... and apparently mime has finally discovered what he wants to do with his life: MESS WITH THE YOUNGER BOTHER! (that reminds me about his whole "gap mood"... hehehehe.... but that is more funny than disturbing, so maybe I will write about that later)

And the fourth thing that made my day a little more bitter was that when I went to visit Mariel to the highschool buildings I found out that she had class so I couldn't spent as much time with her as I wanted...

ARGH!!!

Anyway... Mariel and I are going out today... so I hope things will straighten up a little bit. What makes me a little sad is that I wont be able to attend to Sappho's concert because it will be held very far away and they wont let minors to enter to the bar in which they'll play. So Mariel can't go and it will be very difficult for me to catch the concert after dropping Mariel off in her house. Well, we can't have it all... so, hehehehe, for now, I am sticking with Mariel. I hope Pancho wont hate me that much.

See you later... take care.

PS: sometimes it seems like if God just feels in the mood to kick us right in the testicles... with a boulder...

1 Comments:

  • At 10:19 PM, Blogger Unknown said…

    Hi victor. Interesting post. Well. I can't say that I know your brother more than you. But I have a brother too and he was a powerful factor to leave my home in Culiacan. So I think that your bother isn't so bad. Many big brothers thinks that is very funny do with your life hell in the earth. It's another fact in the life. You need accept it. Anyways, I think that is unfair blame God for your problems. But I wish you a better mood.

     

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